4.26.2010

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it seems like there are a lot of things i can be angry about.
life is unfair i guess.
i guess i just cannot come to terms with a lot of things that has happened.
and as each day passes, i find myself more and more angry inside.
i fear that one day, i might just explode.
because there is no way i can release all this pent up anger inside of me.
sadly, i know of none.
spontaneous urge of crying is starting to become a routine.
i fight it back to avoid public embarrassment.

i wish i didn't have to fight so hard.
i wish so much for things to be different.

i have to make it different.
but i know not how...

i know not how...the heart bleeds for itself.

Posted by jing at 4/26/2010 11:16:00 AM

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