8.31.2008

恋空



「もしもあの日、きみに出会っていなければ。。。

こんなに涙があふれるような想いはしなかったと思う。

けれど、きみに出会っていなければ。。。

こんなに幸せな気持ちを知る事もできなかったよ。。。」


*movie: 恋空 koizora (sky of love)*

Posted by jing at 8/31/2008 12:05:00 AM

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8.30.2008

p.s. i love you

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally,
I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon.
But I have a feeling this is the last letter,
because there is only one thing left to tell you.
It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp,
you can take care of yourself without any help from me.
It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me.
You made me a man, by loving me Holly.
And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally.
If you can promise me anything,
promise me that whenever you're sad,
or unsure, or you lose complete faith,
that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes.
Thank you for the honor of being my wife.
I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I.
You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours.
There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one.
Don't be afraid to fall in love again.
Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends.
P.S. I will always love you.

*movie: p.s. i love you*

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Posted by jing at 8/30/2008 06:35:00 PM

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8.28.2008

!@#$%^&*()

YOU ARE A TOTAL ARSE!!!

you don't realize it,
but sometimes, you treat me like how the rest do.
and other times, you treat me worse than you treat the rest.

it makes me sad...and it REALLY pisses me off.

Posted by jing at 8/28/2008 10:25:00 AM

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8.27.2008

1st training

signed up for the GE10km happening 26th oct 2008.
this will be my first run ever.
am kindda excited about it.
determined to finish the race in 45mins!!! yosh~!!!
haha~ my colleagues all laughed when i mentioned it.
ok lah, i think it'll be good enough if i manage to finish in about an hour.

finally started training yesterday,
ran 3km in about 21mins.
body aching today...a few months since i last ran i think.
training will continue!
leave a comment here to be my supporter! (^-^)

tried golf for the very first time yesterday as well. haha~!
always wondered where the fun is in this game.
hit one tiny ball then walk far far (or drive the buggy)
to hit it again until it goes into a hole.
seriously, where's the fun?!??!?

anyway, am determined to find out.
but before that, i can only play at the driving range.
quite happy with my first golf experience. (^-^)
jit says i got potential.
uncle yap says i'm not too bad for a first timer.
haha~! maybe i'll be a pro golfer in future.
anyone wants to be my manager? keke.
i'm so full of lofty dreams nowadays.

that's all for today.
next run will be this friday.
cheer me on wherever you are my friends. (^-^)v

Posted by jing at 8/27/2008 04:23:00 PM

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8.25.2008

skeptic

despite the disappointments and heartaches,
do i still believe in happily-ever-after?

maybe i don't.
maybe i've become a skeptic.
but maybe...
i do want to believe.

sigh...

Posted by jing at 8/25/2008 12:48:00 PM

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8.19.2008

scrabulous


joel "QI"ed me after that too. haha~
quite a "nonstance" game sometimes.

Posted by jing at 8/19/2008 02:06:00 PM

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8.14.2008

hot wings

my favorite hot wings tasted different last night.

hmmm...

still tasty but something was just different about it.

i couldn't describe it,
i only felt it.

it was just different. queer.

Posted by jing at 8/14/2008 10:59:00 AM

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8.13.2008

what i am

i'm an admin,
i'm a mailer,
i'm a wait-er,
i'm a "cleaner",
i'm a walking dictionary,
i'm a time waster,
i'm a stoner,
i'm lalala...

right now,

i'm everything i don't wanna be.



what do i wanna be?

oh gosh,
what am i doing??!?!?

Posted by jing at 8/13/2008 02:19:00 PM

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8.12.2008

the ~ships

what makes two people click?

what makes two people commit?

what makes two people care?

what makes two people cry?

what makes two people chuckle?

what makes two people curse?

what makes the ~ships sail?

what keeps the ~ships from sinking?






maybe they can never sail forever,
there will come a day the ~ships will sink.

Posted by jing at 8/12/2008 10:33:00 PM

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8.11.2008

*puke*

she is a bitch.
the association is a mess.
every man for himself.
my digestive system was problematic from birth.
maybe that's why i find it hard to stomach something like that.

no matter how i look at it,
it doesn't have a trace of sanity nor honor.
it's vile, repulsive and monstrous.
the more i think about it,
the more disgusted i feel,
and the more i don't want to do anything "correct".

i shall be the lazy and unmotivated employee from now on.
i have no loyalty.
i hold no responsibility.
i shall be apathetic.
i shall be inefficient.
i shall know nothing.
i work for myself only.

反正我只是要混口饭吃,
在乎那么多有屁用!


Posted by jing at 8/11/2008 09:07:00 PM

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8.09.2008

jax day out

:: 08.08.08 ::
jax's day out with qiunan and jiayi @ the botanical gardens




jax meeting a new friend.

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jax is a "L I C K E R" (quoting joel, heh~).
he licks everybody, human and canine, he meets.

walking a dog and walking alone is a totally different experience.
people are attracted and a conversation strikes easily,
esp between 2 dog owners.
it's kindda nice actually. i really enjoyed it i must say.
hanging out with friends at a cafe in a park, enjoying the evening breeze,
walking my dog, seeing him mingle with other dogs,
it was all nice i must say. tiring but really really nice. (^-^)

Posted by jing at 8/09/2008 08:53:00 AM

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8.04.2008

绿木

::我和绿木::












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i wonder sometimes,
what is it that i desire?
the company of a special someone
or
the company of someone, anyone?

do i make someone special because of the latter?
or
because someone is special and therefore i desire?

do i desire companionship or a companion?
do i compromise because i desire the former more than the latter?

sigh...i begin to fear.
sigh...feel like a slut sometimes.

was i always like that?
or am i in the making?

i dare not answer.

Posted by jing at 8/04/2008 10:23:00 PM

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