2.26.2007
p.a.i.n
Pain comes in all forms.The small twinge, a bit of soreness,
the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday.
Then there's the kind of pain you can't ignore.
A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else;
makes the rest of the world fade away
until all we can think about is how much we hurt.
How we manage our pain is up to us.
Pain, we anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it...
and for some of us,
the best way to manage pain is to just push through it.
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Pain, you just have to ride it out,
hope it goes away on its own,
hope the wound that caused it heals.
There are no solutions, no easy answers.
You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside.
Most of the time pain can be managed,
but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it,
hits way below the belt and doesn't let up.
Pain, you just have to fight through,
because the truth is you can't outrun it,
and life always makes more.
[grey's anatomy s2ep5]
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あなたへ
お誕生日おめでとうございます！！！
分かっている、簡単じゃない。。。
でも、がんばってね〜 私も。
げんきでな。。。*hugs*
\ (^.^) /
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Posted by jing at 2/26/2007 01:52:00 AM
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2.23.2007
skeletons in the closet
secrets can't hide in science.medicine has a way of exposing the lies.
within the walls of the hospital
the truth is stripped bare.
how we keep our secrets outside the hospital,
well, that's a little different.
one thing is certain,
whatever it is we're trying to hide,
we're never ready for that moment
when the truth gets naked.
that's the problem with secrets,
like misery,
they love company.
they pile up and up
until they take over everything,
until you don't have room for anything else,
until you're so full of secrets
you feel like you're going to burst.
the thing people forget is
how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free.
whether good or bad,
at least they're out in the open,
like it or not.
and once your secrets are out in the open,
you don't have to hide behind them anymore.
the problem with secrets is
even when you think you're in control,
you're not.
[grey's anatomy s1ep9]
*we all have skeletons in our closet*
Posted by jing at 2/23/2007 01:06:00 AM
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2.21.2007
what glitters...
the diamonds are pretty, naturally.i don't require them actually.
a simple and fitting ring would suffice,
if the promise behind it lasts for life.
.: jing :.
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i think i'm quite a simple person,
why then does it seem like
i'm always chasing after the wind?
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that which glitters so brightly under the light
may blind me from seeing what glows in the night.
i need light in the dark more than reflected light in the light.
Posted by jing at 2/21/2007 03:19:00 AM
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2.18.2007
---,-f-l-o-w-e-r-'--{@
...this piggy CNY... ('oo') *oink*
只要婆婆觉得好看...
“Flowers are restful to look at.
They have neither emotions nor conflicts.”
- Sigmund Freud
从以前就好想为你插一个放在家里 ... 这一篮献给你.
u: "actually dying flowers have their own kind of beauty."
me: "hmmm..."
she: "..." *penning down in her head*
i wouldn't like flowers to last forever.
i don't like plastic and paper flowers.
i like flowers as they were created.
flowers speak of the natural cycle of life,
and the many facets of it as well;
it buds, blooms, and withers.
flowers are not meant to last forever.
just like life on earth.
therefore, enjoy and treasure it while it lasts.
the beauty of flowers is how they bring both joy and comfort
during their most magnificent days.
though their life may be fleeting,
their impact, everlasting.
perhaps that's their purpose.
i like flowers. they're pretty.
humans. ugly.
but i think i like us anyway.
sometimes.
Posted by jing at 2/18/2007 12:11:00 AM
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2.15.2007
yawn to the dawn
i've been up for 40 hours straight now...i can probably survive...
40 seconds with breathing,
40 minutes without talking,
40 hours without sleep,
40 days without company,
40 months without tv,
40 years without you...
...
..
.
it's all a matter of getting used to...
but i'd be in pure misery, definitely.
.
..
...
time to rest the body for it has to go on fighting, somehow.
Posted by jing at 2/15/2007 01:24:00 AM
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2.11.2007
委屈©
:: あなたへ :: for u :: for me ::词：景慧
曲：?
我以为. . .
时间是衡量我们的绝对
我是真的那么单纯以为
时间却让你觉得很疲惫
一瞬间一切就被你摧毁
你以为. . .
时间能冲淡一切的心碎
哭过后会学着遗忘伤悲
所有的承诺不必去理会
我的世界却因此而崩溃
付出过的怎么收回
说真的, 别以为我真会无所谓
你潇洒, 无悔, 一点也不惭愧
留我独自去承受伤悲
你的快乐, 我的眼泪
你忘了我也会难过也会心碎
就算难堪也要装作无所谓
爱你的心因你而零碎
这个时候还能怪谁
你变了, 再不会为我擦干眼泪
你已决定那我又何必反对
这么安排是委屈了谁?
再舍不得也只能无奈的让你离去
...
..
.
曲：“我的世界随着你的离去再也没有了旋律.”
*i wish i can post this to 杰伦...sigh...*
Posted by jing at 2/11/2007 11:28:00 AM
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2.09.2007
morning sun
a rare sight for a nocturnal being...
i think i'm gonna take a walk...
what the noise is all about these days...
the right...time to walk back...
and then the left...time to buy new shoes...
my first time here after sooooo many years...
tight space...
pretty colors...
did u know? i love fluffy clouds...
i forget how the simple things made us laugh...
life is about the moments...
...there is a reason...
...
...
...
...just have to figure what it is.
Posted by jing at 2/09/2007 10:03:00 AM
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2.08.2007
...till death.
somehow i find this sweet...
wonder how they ended up like that...
wonder what went through their minds...
wonder what kind of lovers they were...
wonder...
wonder...
wonder...
wonder if i can find a love that endures...
Posted by jing at 2/08/2007 12:58:00 AM
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2.06.2007
g.r.a.c.e
i think i now fathom what grace is liao...it's walking into an adidas store,
seeing something u like,
but it's expensive,
and u can't afford it.
u heave a sigh of disappointment
and decide to leave.
just then, the staff tries to get some discount for u.
ur face lights up with hope.
there's no store discount,
he then offers to use his staff discount for u.
and out of nowhere,
u get 30% off ur purchase.
u didn't deserve it.
u didn't work for it.
grace found u.
grace saved u.
u accepted grace.
u walk out smiling from ear to ear (.^_^.)
"For by grace you have been saved through faith,
and that not of yourselves;
it is the gift of God, not of works,
lest anyone should boast."
- Ephesians 2:8-9
it's all nice...
but what if nothing in the store caught my eye?
Posted by jing at 2/06/2007 12:49:00 AM
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2.05.2007
worn out
when the world gets too busy, and people and things wear u down,just kick off your shoes, lay down, and sleep...
as some passengers stared with distaste,
some shocked, some indifferent,
some wishing they could rest their weary legs on those 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seats,
my initial reaction was,
"hmmm...i wonder if he's alive? is he still breathing? oh good, he is...hmmm..."
i wondered if he's really that tired, or maybe he's just simply uncouth.
i wondered how long has he been sleeping...
he must have started off from marina bay perhaps?
so that he could occupy those seats at ease.
and he's back at marina bay now...hmmm...
i wondered if anyone has tried waking him.
i wondered if he really didn't mind the stares.
he looked so peaceful sleeping.
i wondered how he would feel when he eventually wakes up or gets woken up.
i didn't stay to watch.
i hopped onto another train like the rest of them and carried on my journey.
i too was tired and yearned to just kick off my shoes, lay down and sleep away.
i kindda admired his guts though
i didn't approve of him taking up those 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seats like the other weary passengers;
to just live and not be overly concerned about others' opinion.
on the other hand,
it all seems pretty self-centered;
to see only your own needs and not care at all about others' needs.
how do we all decide everyday?
maybe...
when the world gets too busy, and people and things wear us down,
we just kick off our shoes, lay down, and sleep...
coz all we see then is none but ourselves.
don't over glorify or sugarcoat it too much...
don't even try to make pretty excuses...
we are all selfish to the core.
question is...
how much do we want others to know that?
Posted by jing at 2/05/2007 12:48:00 AM
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2.03.2007
最重要的小事
.: 最重要的小事 - 五月天 :.词:阿信 曲:马莎
我 走过动荡日子 追过梦的放肆 穿过多少生死
却 假装若无其事 穿过半个城市 只想看你样子
这一刻 最重要的事
是属于你 最小的事
*世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹 什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑 买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙 活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日 全心守护你 最小的事
我 就算壮烈前世 征服滚滚乱世 万人为我写诗
而 幸福却是此时 静静帮你提着 哈罗凯蒂袋子
这一刻 最重要的事
是属于你 最小的事
Repeat*
你 笑得像个孩子 每个平凡小事 变成永恒故事
世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹 什么是真实
为你跌跌撞撞傻傻笑笑 买一杯果汁
就算庸庸碌碌匆匆忙忙 活过一辈子
也要分分秒秒年年日日 全心守护你
最小的事...最重要的事
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at first i thought shouldn't it be
这一刻最重要的事是属于你最大的事?
then i realized, when you love someone,
even the smallest or most mundane issue becomes your biggest concern.
or perhaps there won't be a difference anymore;
big or small, it's all the same, it's all important.
that's sweet...but how long will it last?
我们都忘了曾经有过的感动与甜密
渐渐允许无聊的小事成为最重要的事
成为我们之间的刺
脆弱了曾经相爱的两颗心
最后也只能懦弱的选择放弃...
.: jing :.
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