9.25.2009
o.b.s.t.a.c.l.e
OBSTACLE
-noun
something that obstructs or hinders progress.
it has been a week only...
the obstacles love me way too much, can be quite disheartening.
first i got chased out of a chipping area which nobody was using because i not atas enough.
then i went to the range and it was closed because the day before was a stupid p.h.
then supposed to have a round of golf and it got cancelled at the last min.
can't help but to let out a sigh...
HIAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH................
i really need to learn to work around all these possible problems.
sometimes i can't help but wonder,
to want to be successful is perhaps a lonely business...
and a long and treacherous road.
i need to be able to envision things ahead of me,
won't be able to keep up if i don't.
what's my prize at the end of the road? hmmm...
Posted by jing at 9/25/2009 12:10:00 PM
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9.16.2009
belong-ing
sometimes i feel that i don't belong here.
here at work.
amidst all the nonsense that goes around each day, everyday,
i'd always wish i was some place else.
what the !@#$%^&*() am i doing here?
i think maybe the job is no longer gratifying in any sense.
maybe it has never been. i dunno.
here at home.
i've always felt i was different from my parents.
we can never seem to see eye to eye on like 99% of things.
amidst all the arguments that goes on each day, everyday,
i'd always wish i was some place else, alone.
or perhaps in the arms of someone who understands.
being at home has never been gratifying either i think.
never really felt like a home.
so...i more than often wonder...
what am i here for?
this is utterly cuckoo. everything. sigh.
Posted by jing at 9/16/2009 12:55:00 PM
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9.07.2009
咸鱼
咸鱼 - 五月天
我是一只咸鱼不想承认也不能否认
不要同情我笨又夸我天真还梦想著翻身
咸鱼就算翻身还是只咸鱼输得也诚恳
至少到最后我还有咸鱼不腐烂的自尊
我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢
我将会证明用我的一生
*我如果有梦有没有错
错过才会更加明白明白坚持是什么
我如果有梦梦要够疯
够疯才能变成英雄
总会有一篇我的传说
我不好也不坏不特别出众我只是敢不同
我的人生就是一错再错错完了再从头
也许放弃掉一些活得更轻松我却不再是我
我不愿一生晒太阳吹风咸鱼也要有梦
我没有任何天分
我却有梦的天真
我是傻不是蠢
我将会证明用我的一生
有一天有我的天空
作我的英雄在我的天空
我知道你懂知道你会懂
*******
我那疯狂的梦到底是什么？
也许现在最想要的是。。。
ゴルフプロになりたい。本当だ。
Posted by jing at 9/07/2009 02:51:00 PM
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