1.31.2008

if love were enough

u fought a good fight.
that's all that matters.
u're safe now.

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

how is it like...?
to not be able to see someone anymore...

i was too young when 3 of my grandparents and my aunt passed away...
i don't think i knew what death meant...
and what it means to not be able to see someone anymore...

how will it be like...?

i don't have an answer...yet.

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*conversation between guy who just lost his fiancee and derek*

derek: she asked me to tell you that uh... (*derek pauses*)
derek: she wanted you to know that if love were enough...
that if love were enough, that she'd still be here with you.

*grey's anatomy s02ep06*

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

in this episode derek was supposed to choose between
addison (his wife who cheated on him) and meredith (current girlfriend).

he chose the former.

love is not enough.

Posted by jing at 1/31/2008 06:06:00 PM

1.28.2008

fragile

mortal life is so fragile.
so fragile...

u looked so frail,
i almost couldn't recognize.
u drifted in and out of consciousness,
breathed so hard through your mouth,
fighting for every single breath the rest of us takes for granted.

u teared...
i don't know why,
i don't know what they meant,
and u couldn't explain to me.

as i held ur hand,
u didn't clutch back.
i tried to smile at u,
hoping to bring comfort,
but i don't know if it helps.

mortal life is fragile,
but there is hope.

hang in there.

Posted by jing at 1/28/2008 07:32:00 PM

1.21.2008

money

money, money, money...
money this, money that...
why do we have to work for money?
why can't money work for us?
why can't we think beyond that?
why must we resign to being slaves to work and money?

i guess you are right,
at the end of the day,
how far can we get by slogging 40 or more years of our lives?
not far at all.

"instead of complaining about not earning enough through the mundane job,
why don't we think of ways to earn more and break out of that cycle?"

i have zero ideas though,
do you have any???
my mind's so messed up right now boy~

argh~!!!!!!!

Posted by jing at 1/21/2008 10:49:00 PM

1.20.2008

jay chou world tour 2008

had a spectacular time at the concert~!!! \(^.^)/

i hope he comes again soon~!!! really nice~!!! ahhhhhhh~!!!

Posted by jing at 1/20/2008 01:34:00 PM

1.19.2008

:: |_ ::

Lの新しい映画〜！！！見たい〜！！！

Posted by jing at 1/19/2008 12:42:00 AM

1.18.2008

100th

for my 100th post:

杰伦，生日快乐～！！！ (^.^)/~

Posted by jing at 1/18/2008 11:41:00 PM

1.11.2008

SHW 1

Spiritual Healing and Wholeness 1 - 10th jan 2008

gim and i signed up for this module at wesley.
we went for our first session last night,
we were supposed to share
i. why we registered for this course?
ii. what are we expecting God to do for us through this course on healing?

this was what i prepared:

Carl Jung said,
'The healthy man does not torture others -
generally it is the tortured who turn into torturers.'
i think i am wounded,
i think i may be doing things to hurt others and myself.
not proud of it.
there are recurring problems in my life,
and i think it's hindering growth and life in general.
the anger, guilt, fear and sin are like shackles chaining me, restricting me.
i want to understand inner healing.
i want to discover God's heart to heal.
i want to be made whole as God intends.
i want to be free.
i hope God draws me towards Him, heal me, change me,
restore me to freedom and wholeness.

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

i have been freely given the 'key'
to free myself from all these bondages,
what will i choose to do?

i must remember:
inner healing is a PROCESS more than an event.

i must learn:
to be patient with myself,
even when others are not.

i must practise:
letting God do the healing,
He knows what's best,
i need only to be obedient and follow.

i cannot, and don't wish to be a slave to my past.
i see tough times ahead,
will you, my friend, be there still?

Posted by jing at 1/11/2008 12:43:00 PM

1.07.2008

r.o.t

rot (verb): to decompose
rotting (verb): in the process of ~
rotter (noun): person rotting; person who rots
rotology (noun): the study of rot
rotonism (noun): the belief in rot

all hail the rotter~!!!

Posted by jing at 1/07/2008 03:00:00 PM

1.04.2008

冗談

何か自分の事が嫌いだ。。。

神様は私に冗談きついぜ。。。

Posted by jing at 1/04/2008 02:23:00 PM

1.01.2008

1 year old

happy birthday to my blog (^.^)v
wow, it's been a year already,
time really really really flies...

hope the new year will be smashingly good and lovely.

be good.
be better.
be the best.

live life.
cheers~!!!