8.04.2008
绿木
::我和绿木::
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i wonder sometimes,
what is it that i desire?
the company of a special someone
or
the company of someone, anyone?
do i make someone special because of the latter?
or
because someone is special and therefore i desire?
do i desire companionship or a companion?
do i compromise because i desire the former more than the latter?
sigh...i begin to fear.
sigh...feel like a slut sometimes.
was i always like that?
or am i in the making?
i dare not answer.