6.03.2008
puppy
these pups just melt my heart and make me smile somehow.
been looking around for a puppy to adopt.
choosing between a beagle and a mini schnauzer.
sigh...
people keep telling me how difficult it is to keep a pet.
and i wonder...
am i really that unreliable?
do they tell me because they think i don't know what i'm getting myself into?
and hence the kind reminder.
OR
do they think i'm not capable enough to care for another living thing?
and hence the condescending reminder.
sigh...
in their eyes, am i just a pup trying to care for another pup?
and is there ever really a good time to keep a pet? to follow one's dreams?
hmmm...perhaps. perhaps not.
i mean, if we are always just waiting for the right time,
will it ever come?
or do we have to take the leap of faith and make it happen?
instead of focusing on the problems,
why can't they focus on solving the problems?
seriously, am i really that unreliable?
sigh...