4.02.2007
little memories
"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."- Harriet Beecher Stowe
the grandparents i hardly knew...
i wish we had more time...
i wish i remembered more about them...
the relatives i hardly see...
i wish we could have more things in common...
the uncle i really really really hardly know, hardly see...
they said he's put on weight and quit smoking...
overall, good for him i guess.
i wish he'd appear more often...
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sometimes...i still have thots of dying...
some people tell me it's normal...
i wonder if it really is.
i just know, or sense from within,
that...perhaps life's not meant to be like this.
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"But as human beings, sometimes it's better to stay in the dark,
because in the dark there may be fear, but there's also hope."
[grey's anatomy s02ep7]
*hope...hope...hope...どこ？*