3.26.2007

so hard

it's so hard to explain why sometimes...
it's just very personal...
something i felt i needed to do...
something only i will understand...
or perhaps sometimes even i dun really understand...

but i have to explain the whys...
make them all seem justifiable...
it's so sick...
i doubt people will ever understand the whys...
but they still ask anyway...

of course at times i wished i had done things differently...
but then again...
retrospective thinking almost never aids anything...
it just hinders you more in moving forward...
i want to move forward...

work hard, live right, be good, smile and be merry...

so hard...
why is it so hard...?

Posted by jing at 3/26/2007 04:41:00 PM

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